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Look Forward

by Paper Puppets

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1.
Look Forward 01:41
I look forward to the day when someone's sure of me I look forward to the way that it will feel to be A little bit of someone's heaven, a piece of someone's home A little bit of warmth and a lot of not alone I look forward to the day when someone misses me Thinks about me when I'm gone and maybe wants to see A little bit of me tomorrow, a little bit today And maybe, I might be the thing you might want to stay But I remember how it felt the day you ended things I remember how your eyes were blank and mine were streams Maybe they were more like rivers, but you just didn't care You were cold while I was warm, I was not prepared I'm happy to report that I'm no longer mad at you I don't miss you anymore, and that's the honest truth But I believe you could have loved me, if you just wanted to But you had plans that you were sure I didn't fit into
2.
October 02:32
I think it's after midnight, but it sure don't feel like it No no no Based on the time of year, it should be colder here What the hell? 'Cause it's October in California, and it's too hot to fucking sleep Tossin' and turnin' with Insomnia, she's the only one who'll lay with me We're talkin' record highs, I think an egg could fry on the driveway It's not right The hills are all on fire, in the Inland Empire This is end times. It's just October in California, where it's too hot to fucking sleep Tossin' and turnin' with Insomnia, she's the only one who never leaves
3.
It's been a while since I saw you It's been a couple months, fo' sho' It's been a while since I left you But you're not lettin' me go It's been a couple weeks since Sunday And I'm a little lost, I know But I think I'm getting closer To finding my own home Go 'head, get back and run away You'll never find the words to say I'll never be the one you see, but that is quite alright with me Like a constant ray of sunshine In the cold December snow You're like a path that no one's traveled In a land where no one goes I'm a cloud that's filled with raindrops I'm the ice that coats the road I'm like a never-ending winter, When the summer's all you're owed Go 'head, get back and run away You'll never find the words to say I'll never be the one you see, but that is quite alright with me You've got a smile like the sunset And you've got eyes that melt the soul You've got a heart as big as Texas And I see you filling in all the holes I'm a little left of center Maybe not so apropos But my heart's as big as Texas too, I guess you'll never know Go 'head, get back and run away You'll never find the words to say I'll never be the one you see, but that is quite alright with me Go 'head, get back and run away You'll never have the words to say I'll never be the one you need, but that is quite alright with me
4.
Come July 05:26
I've been working all year Just so I can get out of here I just want out of the sprawl Stick a new pin in the map on my wall But I know what else I leave behind And I won’t forget one friend of mine My exit, it is long overdue But I’m coming back for you I'm headed out real soon, But I'll spare you the goodbye I'll be gone through June, But you can call me, come July Yup I've been some places that I loved Green trees around, blue skies above And I count myself lucky just to witness Anything that's left of the wilderness But there's so much more I haven't seen And I can change that with some gasoline So I get restless, it is true But I'm coming back for you I’m headed out real soon I bought my ticket to ride And I’ll be gone through June But you can call me, come July Come July, I'm headed home again Come July, we'll be together, my friend. Come July That's right You can call, you can call, you can call We'll pick back up where we left off Because the city is nothing but walls And every road is a door in the hall Through which, I go further and further away Each time, it's a little longer I stay Because those mountains keep calling my name And the rivers keep saying the same They're getting louder now Come July, I’m headed home again Come July, we’ll be together, my friend Come July Come July, I'm back and you know you can trust Come July, nothing will have changed for us Some July I’m headed out real soon And you know the reason why I’ll be gone through June But you can call me, come July
5.
Triton 04:27
It's the same old thing each day He can't feel his weight His gravity's not safe It's pulling me away I've been known to stray From where my heart may lay But my eyes can't turn away Fixed, and I'm afraid That you're holding me close without using your hands Pulling me in without the slightest plan Of what you might do if I then take a hold How it might feel to have this strange control It's the same old thing, you say My heart's in my own way This push and pull, replay The apogee remains I'm a distant place That orbits your embrace Far enough away Lost and I'm afraid That you're holding me close without using your hands Pulling me in without the slightest plan Of what you might do if I then take a hold How it might feel to have this strange control The weight is heavy The way is long You might not even feel me But I feel like I belong But you're holding me close without using your hands Pulling me in without the slightest plan Of what you might do if I then take a hold How it might feel to have this strange control
6.
We're driving clear across the country With all your stuff packed in the backseat Headed for Bowling Green, KY But I'm flying back home on my own I'm sorry if I'm not the best of company right now I'm sparring with my thoughts and I'm distracted by the sound of my own stupid voice, thinking it matters in this crowd I can't cut through the noise, but you always heard me So get home soon, my brother Don't worry your dear mother Be safe. Be loved. Be well. And I'll wait here until Not saying that you can't go Just saying please be careful Take good care of yourself I'm gonna miss you around here.
7.
Some years from now, I’ll lose all my hair Then we will look more alike I’ll spend my days In a reclining chair And sleep soundly each night Now I wear this watch You once wore it too With every tick, I get closer to you My mother’s father Here’s to all that you taught her Because all you passed to your daughter, Was passed on to me Not so long from now, You’ll lie in that bed And I’ll wish I knew all those memories in your head The ones that time took with it as it fled And left you only pain instead Now I wear this watch You once wore it too And with every tick, I get further from you My mother's father You're not who you once were And I know it's not that you've got anywhere better you could be But when it happens, I hope you're ready to leave And I hope it was worth it I hope that you had enough time To do all you wanted I hope the last thought in your mind Was one that you wanted But the ativan and morphine They kept you from speaking Yeah, they kept you sleeping While the family stood, weeping And those machines kept beeping And time kept creeping Oblivious to everything Until you just stopped

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Included with your download are early demo versions of three songs from the album, and some outtakes, just for fun.

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released January 5, 2021

Paper Puppets is:
Breezy Rondilone
Bryce Doubravsky
Steven Lam
Cody Doubravsky

Additional Personnel:
Daniel Ritter - violin (1)
Michele Fortunato - trombone (7)

Mixing and mastering by Bryce Doubravsky

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Paper Puppets is an Indie Folk band from Riverside, CA.

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